Lost. I have no plans about my future and it frightens me. 23M

I wouldn’t keep it that long but recently since past two years I’ve been having a lot of trouble figuring out what I need to do I’m doing my masters in computers and I know that I don’t want to go ahead with coding.

I looked around a lot on internet, suggestions from friends and people who work. I’m still here stuck. Stuck in my head.

I wanted to pursue singing, but idk where to start and I don’t want to feel like a fool. I’m good at cooking so I wanted to have a cloud kitchen business but my dad didn’t allow me to do that either so I thought I would just do a job get some funds and start my own thing somehow but to get a job I should know something.

I know a little bit of everything but I haven’t mastered anything yet and with all this AI and other stuff recent layoffs, war and what not makes me think I don’t have enough time left or do anything. I have people to talk to I-I have a good social life too maybe but I feel alone.

I’ve stopped going out I’ve stopped eating well whatever I used to love doing I have stopped doing it and now I can’t figure out anything and all of this kind of started unfolding after I got out of toxic relationship everyone figures out their life after a point I don’t know when I will. I’m the eldest son and the family and I have a sister to look after if I don’t start earning if I don’t make a life I don’t know how I live with it. Most days I go through but some days are very difficult to go through I don’t know if it’s me on my thinking or something else.

I’m broke most of the times as I don’t like asking money at home I live in a different city than my parents. Need some advice to figure things out

Any suggestions would help I just want to get it sorted it’s been difficult.