[M4A] 37 - Should I stay orgasm free and sink deeper into arousal? - Session: 051b48efcc720d72d34bcf0de37bcb63ab6181e394f15c6c11198fcfe16fe0224f

I've done some long stints of denial, with my record being around five weeks of no orgasms. I love the feeling of constant arousal that you get from being denied. Not being able to think about anything but pussy at all times. All women seem extremely beautiful, you really pay attention to every detail of their bodies and just want to please them. The downside is that I'm not very productive while denied. It's hard to focus on work, hard to focus on working out, and I'm getting sub-optimal sleep when evenings drag on while looking for that next perfect chat or enjoying porn while edging.

Now I'm only going on day three since my last orgasm and I'm already extremely turned on. I know I should just masturbate to orgasm but at the same time I feel like edging over and over again even though I know I shouldn't. What do you think I should do? Looking for a fun chat with an active partner who writes in full sentences. I'm also open to chat about anything sexual like our fantasies, kinks and experiences. Provide some indication that you actually read the post in your first message.

My kinks include things like orgasm control (edging, denial, premature), fantasizing about IRLs, dom/sub play, panties, lingerie, amateur women in general, pregnancy, lactation, bondage, oral, voyeur, humiliation, pee, beta/censored porn and more.