23 [F4M] #RogersPark - i like softt peggablee men!

I like getting home and just pausing for a second before I do anything. Not touching anything not checking anything just letting everything from the day fade out. That’s when I feel like I can finally relax. I’ll have Kelela Solange and FKA twigs playing low after. It just puts me in a better space.

Then I just do what I want. No thinking no asking I just move how I feel and keep it there. The pace stays how I like it and nothing really shifts it. I like having a man bent over for me in that quiet understood way. Nothing needs to be said. I’m behind him hands on his hips just moving how I want and keeping it right there.

I keep it simple. I like cookies maplecaramelcream, darkchocolateespressofrost, strawberryvanilladrizzle, toffeecinnamonswirl. I’m into anime like Mushishi and Paranoia Agent. I like sketching when I feel like it and just letting my thoughts out. I’m into soft sets that feel good and look easy. I’ll read comics and just sit with it for a while.

I don’t really plan meals I just go with whatever sounds good. Steak and egg breakfast burrito is something I always end up getting. Loaded chili fries are simple but always hit. And Grilled salmon filet I’ll go for that when I want something better.

I’ve been cheatedd before and it really stayed with me. It made me more closed off than I used to be and I don’t trust the same way anymore. I question things more and I hate that it made me like that. It hurt in a way that doesn’t just fade. I still feel it sometimes even when I try to move on.