SX6s, how much do you relate to this?

https://youtu.be/PLNs7XFHb2E?si=jx2B7Zk5Jjd8TnE-

This video literally represents me. I have my doubts, but I recently typed as sexual six, mainly cuz of this video. I thought I wasn't a sexual six cuz going against fear has always felt strange to me due to the fact that I almost never jump into what I'm afraid of like a monkey. If I have a very big fear, and I'm sure I have no chance of succeeding, I won't jump into it. I'll feel weak and mentally torture myself a little, but I won't do it because that's just being totally stupid. It's jumping to death. When there's something I can't face and it bothers me, I work on it long enough so that that thing is no longer a fear in the future. Example: if I really want to beat up some mf and I know for sure I couldn't, I'll become better than him in combat. If I have extreme social anxiety, I'll train myself to gradually overcome my shyness, etc. Now, if it's something where, in my mind, my ability to succeed is at least questionable, I'll generally do it because it excites me. Feeling tough, intense, and unbeatable activates a gigantic inner narcissism in me. If I face something and win, that happens. If I face something and embarrass myself or fail, my self-esteem plummets instantly. That's precisely why I avoid exposing myself to things I don't feel even minimally in control of. I'm the type of person who, for example, would prefer to completely isolate myself from people than live with them while having some physical or communication problem that profoundly hinders my control over the environment, my ability to defend myself, or my attractiveness, AS LONG as the problem is almost completely irreversible with time and discipline.

Regarding the video I sent, I want to comment that it's frightening how much I identify with what's said in the second 27, and I want to know if all sx6s are like that. If I walk into a room with about 20 people and immediately hear someone laughing when i enter, even if it's in a group, I think, "They're laughing at me." When I was about 16 or 17 and lived with my parents, situations like this happened all the time with them. "Indirect comments", weird stares and shit like this always stressed me out and made me suspicious, because I get very bothered by someone thinking I'm weak or incapable of something. I wanna know if yall relate to it.