I’m new to the faith and I’m looking for Jewish friends.

I’ve sadly need to stay a Crypto Jew for my own safety because of my family. It’s a very painful time right now. My mental health has taken such a severe hit. I feel so alone right now. I know I’ve found my true calling though. Fun fact I found out yesterday that my first name and that of my first middle name are of Hebrew. I know there was no mistake my parents made for naming me that.