this sucks

I hate the fact that my brother changed for his girlfriend—when I was there, taking in all of the hurtful crap he said. Why couldn't he treat me better too? Call me oa or dramatic, pero ang sakit talaga.

He made me feel worthless dozens of times, and sure he has changed—but it still doesnt change the fact that he treated me like crap. He never was that nice to me, and for some reason, his girlfriend had always been the only exception.

I even considered committing, just out of pure spite. I wished that he treated me like an actual human being back then, not some sort of wall.