I feel so alone.

well im a teenager in my peak, but i feel like im not living it as im supposed to, my parents are out of the picture for now, i miss my mom, i miss when i had someone to hold me, to guide me even if it wasn't the best guidance. I live with my sisters who I'm grateful for even giving a damn about me.

The main issue is i feel like no one will catch me when i fall, no parent to truly help me out. I've done it for most of my life but I'm 16 going 17, i have no idea what or who I'm gonna be. And seeing all the other normal Happy kids with happy families kills me every time