he (26M) rejected me (20F) after we’ve already make it..

We were friends 3 years ago. We weren’t that close, but in the last 5 months we went on many trips together, studied together, and talked every day.

I started to catch feelings for him, but I didn’t confess anything because I thought he didn’t feel the same as me.

One day we were walking and talking as usual, but suddenly he grabbed me and kissed me. I was surprised, but I kissed him back because of my feelings for him.

Everything went fast after that. Every time we were alone together, we kissed, and our texts didn’t stay the same as before. He asked me to send him nudes. I refused at first, but then I sent them because I didn’t want him to be mad at me or feel uncomfortable about his request. He enjoyed that so much and always told me that he was attracted to me, and he said very beautiful words about my body.

In that situation, I think anyone would feel like he loves them and that he’s not just having fun doing all that.

One day we were alone, and he did it with me. He was so satisfied and happy, and I was happy too. So after I went back home, I texted him and told him that I love him, not just as a friend. I asked him, “Did you feel the same?” He replied with “No.” He broke my heart. How can someone do all these things and not love you? I thought that this is called “making love,” not just having fun with a friend while she loves you. And I’m sure that he noticed that I loved him, because everything with him was special and I always told him that.

Now we’re still texting. I’m not meeting him. Actually, he stopped asking me out, but he’s still texting me all the time and telling me what he’s doing in his day. I cry whenever I see a message from him.

What do you think?