19 [M4F] girl im texting told me she gonna be eaten out this weekend, i feel

Makes no sense why I do, weve only known each other for a few months, we stopped texting a few months ago and started back up this week. She goes to school in a different state and we are both virgins. I just got this weird feeling in my head when she told me, I had joked about it prior thinking I would be chill but it fucked me up. anyones, I wanna show my cock off, esp into black women.