Back again

Hi all. I’ve previously been a part of this sub, but I’ve had many field research experiences since. I unfortunately just got off of a 4-day wine bender. I’m laying on my couch, hoping to get some sleep soon. This particular bender I went out, and I was so drunk when I got back to my building that I accidentally went to wrong floor. My key wasn’t working (because it was not my apartment), and I ended up banging on some poor people’s random door, and then proceeded to fall asleep for two hours before realizing what floor I was on. Thankfully they didn’t answer or weren’t home, and I called my front desk to let them know. All that to say that I’m tired of letting it ruin my life, and I’m committing to sobriety this time. I’m trying to be kind to myself, but it’s so hard. All I know is IWNDWYT.