Feeling cuck for my gf.

How to proceed with this?

Cuck for my gf

I’ve had been chasing this girl for a while, and during that time I started developing some cuck feelings. I found myself wanting to know how “slutty” she was, or whether she was at all, so I used to ask random guys on Telegram or Reddit to DM her and send naughty messages. She only responded to a few of them, and never in a dirty way mostly just generic replies or answers.

She also told me about getting random follow requests and DMs, since we were always in touch. Later on, we started dating and eventually got into a relationship. She has been very kind, and I genuinely feel she’s loyal to me. We’ve had a great time together, and things have become physical too.

But there are still moments when I feel those cuck fantasies coming up. Sometimes I imagine her with someone else, like one of her friends, and while that can make me feel insecure, there are also times when, when I’m horny, it turns me on.

There’s this part of me that feels conflicted. I do love her, but I can’t bring myself to tell her that I did all of this behind her back, or that I have these feelings. So I’m just putting it here and letting it sit for a while.

what do you think I should do?