Hey Reddit, I am a 29/Transwoman, is it wrong to have fantasies of restarting my life in adifferent country? (You can delete if this isnt aloud here)

Hey, this may be the wrong place to ask but im in a bit of a predicament, I have a partner 29/f I've been with for 12 vears. I came out of the closet as a transwoman about 5 years ago.

Hi Like I said I am in a bit of a predicament,I met this fuy online. I know classic story... but listen, I am a sex worker of the internet variety.

I met him on fansly (basically OF) and at first it was iust sexual. but after a while we talked more and more and after over a vear of constant communication I am stuck in a weird place. I love my wife and daughter.

it may sound awful but sometimes I have this fantasy of running away, I live in Canada but the guy i met lives in Scotland.

I hate that I love the idea of a fresh start with someone who seems to worship me on a level I've truly never experienced before.

I want to make it clear that I love my wife and I know she loves me back....mavbe it's the circumstances or somthing else. Am I wrong for feeling like this? Should I tell my wife about the feeling I have for yhis man?

ik ik I've never met him and this would he an insane thing to do. the impulse calls to me but I wont act on them..