Would it be wrong of me if I wasted a bunch of my mom's money by taking my own life?

I am planning on ending my life. i was originally planning to do it at the end of August, but don't know if i can wait that long. I'm thinking of possibly doing it sometime in May, but then I would be wasting a bunch of my mom's money. My mom spent thousands of dollars to take me to Disney this summer to celebrate me graduating high-school. the tickets are nonrefundable, even in the case of death, so if I do die before hand, my mom would lose all of that money. I feel like I would be an asshole to waist someone else's money like that.

also, for Easter my mom got me a Nintendo switch 2, which while I was really grateful and enjoyed it, the console is very expensive and I'm not sure if it would ever get used after my death, so I would be wasting my mom's money with that too. if I killed myself, would I be an asshole for wasting the money my mom spent on me for the upcoming trip and for the video game console?