I don't feel safe

this is more of a serious post

I just don't feel safe in today's gay culture and wanted to ask how many people feel similar way...

like I don't even feel safe making this post and writing it here and feel like I am not supposed to express my emotions and as long as it is about dick and ass it is ok...

overall i feel the culture is just about dick and ass and I don't feel safe where I can find people I can depend on, emotionally express myself as who I am etc and I feel everyone will eventually leave and there I nobody I can count on... i always need to have my guards up against everyone and can't for real, deep, meaningful relationships..