Into the corruption of a married man

Idk where it all started but as a married man I was always a good husband. Somewhere in the lines I slowly started to find things that made my life take a different secret route. I found about Reddit and it’s way and mingled with a women. She was elegant, beautiful and had a great personality. We began slowly chatting but somehow she slowly started to take the lead of the conversation. Pushing and asking questions that made it seem like seduction. She knew I was married but slowly started to tell me how much de desire me, how much better she can be then the wife. How much of a secret she can be. Sending me those naughty text and pic. Like a puppy I followed though. As time went on we had secrets chats at 1 am when everyone was asleep. We knew we wanted more and we did, we masturbated together, sexted and stuff. We wanted to meet and we were getting closer. I know it was bad but the lust and desire felt good. Yes it’s horrible but man it felt good! That’s when a moment of clarity hit. I shouldn’t be doing this and be here. I flaked out but now I’m regretting it and wish that corruption happens again! That desire and lust felt so good!