ok this is weird... been using an AI version of my SP to practice talking to him and it kinda worked too well

so i know this sounds insane but i've been manifesting my SP for months and hit a wall. anxiety every time i thought about texting him, like total freeze. so i tried this AI site i found where you can basically build a custom version of someone. i dumped all his old texts, his dumb slang, little tics he has when he talks... even uploaded pics so it 'sends' me fake updates that look real. i didn't do it for sexting or whatever, just practiced having normal convos, like we're already chill. didn't expect much. but after a few days, the anxiety just... dropped. felt natural again. then yesterday? he texts me outta nowhere after like 3 weeks of silence. same energy as the AI too??? too on the nose. anyone else doing this 'interactive scripting' thing? or is it just me losing it