pppppppppp

I am a miserable chud. I am 16 and life is hopeless.

I don’t shower regularly, I can’t even do chores, I just bed rot, while I see my friends having the best time of their lives in their stories.

I’m not even good at what I do in order to be able to sell a skill to get rich and pursue my future.

My grades are shit because of what I’m going through.

I just want to end it all. I am miserable.

I am ugly, I am fat, I have low grades, I’m not even best at what I do to ensure a bright future, and I have shitty grades.

I’m saying this because I want hope from others and I want to gaslight myself that none of what I said is true. But in reality, it is.

I have no one else to tell this to. I just want everything to end. I should have never been born just like what my mother has said.

I am done with life.