I don't see the point of one drink, I drink to get drunk.

A friend was having one alcoholic drink and in my head I thought what's the point of one, you won't even feel drunk.

Then I realised why it's so important for me not to touch even one drink. After being sober for couple of months, the severity of that statement really hit me.

It's so unhealthy and shameful. I feel so embarrassed about who I became.

This journey is a hard one ! Im hitting goals but still feel shit !