How should I calm down?

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there's a girl we will call her y!

she's my friends gf

so one day I went to their flat cuz n my friend wasn't answering my call

they are in live in

I went there they live in paras tierra Noida (telling just for fun😂)

abused him jo ki sbhi dosto ne common h

then we sat there and thought Aaj we should drink

toh we planned and bought 3 cans and a Jameson

after drinking she started watching saiyara on Netflix he slept watching it and y asked me to make more pegs

I did so

then she came near me and asked what's going on with your gf

I told her I don't have one

I jokingly says I go to gb road

and she replied u can ask for help not to me but you can ask

I started understanding it

I lifted n and shifted him in their room

then sat with y we talked around 5 minutes and there was that scene when both main characters were having sex and y said your friend is wild in bed

I replied less than me

Sher saw and froze

I thought now it went wrong but she came near me and started slowly rubbing my pant and said not today but I can still help uh

she unzipped me and said don't even try to open the button of your jean

she gave me one of the best head of my life

she didn't even spill single drop of cum and swallowed it

she also praised me by saying u must eat lot's of fruit

and appreciated my size told me to keep it a secret

and clearly said me there's no chance that we are having sex

I'm thinking about having sex with her everyday

ik she will agree if I push it hard enough

should I do it?