tsw fears and worries

i’m 11 months into withdrawl and the more i heal the more i worry. lots of worries about re flaring as i’ve read so many people go through massive flares years after healing or not having any symptoms. i’m so scared of getting better then having my life taken away from me again. are there any stories of people healing and staying healed? is it even possible? or are we always going to be burdened by this god awful condition that can re active at any time?