just having a true sona crisis...

so, i have been in the fandom for about two years now, and i went pretty nuts on making fursonas.. up to nine currently, and its just always really hard to see, who is the best in me, as in hobbies, colors, vibes etc.. as a true sona, you know? i know, that a truesona is supposed to just be you, in anthro-form, but idk.. i just struggle a lot, trying to find me, in any of my sonas, does anyone else struggle with this?