i wanna pour all of this love i have inside me to someone

i saw a dream yesterday, it was me holding a girls hand .. it felt so good .. it was like getting a hug from a warm loving teddy bear as a kid , it felt soo relaxing and loved..the dream was very intense ,but she just holded my hands and walking through the beach only to unheld my hands and let me goo... why is it so hard to be loved by someone , even if there is no one to love me ..i wanna give all of me to someone .. i wanna love someone to the moon and never let go of them