Today is my Birthday, but there's nothing for me to be happy!

To the ones reading this, I guess I just have this phone screen with me to express myself, birthday's are supposed to be happy, supposed to be worthwhile but my life in whole has been fkkked upside down to the absolute worst.

Ever since last November when my father got diagnosed with Cancer all hell's gone lose, even as of now I'm alone in my room while my dad and mom are in the hospital admitted for the past idk 15 days, I switched cities to come to Mumbai trying to find part time jobs in order for my dad's treatment at the supposed best hospital for cancer in India at TMH, but this tunnel is just looking ultra dark with no end.

I have completely gone blank for the past days my body is just functioning on its own I don't eat well enough, don't sleep well enough heck even don't do anything no more. Plus no friends, no family ever since I moved here. It just has been office, hospital and home on repeat.

I don't know what to do where to look, if someone has an answer please tell me or I might go insane, my mental is already super duper fkked.

Also requesting you to kindly 🙏 pray for my dad's speedy recovery, maybe you're god's favorite child and he listens that's all I ask of you this birthday.