We did have an earlier dispute about a photoshoot she was going on with a coworker, and I did express jealousy but realised it was because I didn't fully trust hed because of past cheating and unfairhfulness. 

anyway, fast forward I decided to call her and to talk about some things. I told her that 'i feel like you don't really care about me' and as I was starting another sentence, she immediately cut me off saying 'awww you feel that way reallyyy awww' and then proceeding with 'yeah I'm too exhausted for this shit'. keep in mind, I was just gonna mention how she doesn't really ask me about my day (I'm on holiday) even though she used to. I also expressed to her multiple times that I've not been feeling well in terms of my health (I held on to her during a late night anxiety attack), but she never cared to bring it up even once. 

As I'm typing this out, it does feel like I'm the exhausting one here but keep in mind that whenever she tells me about something that's bothering her I've never once reacted like that, even when I was burdened so often with her suicidal tendencies and anxiety I never reacted the way she did, and every time she has a health issue I am asking about it every chance I get because I have genuine care for her. 

I feel like I'm being too much, and I know I shouldnt be 'keeping score' of who does what, but I feel like anyone would feel upset about this? Yeah I didn't need to bring it up the way I did (some people do it in a borderline manipulative way), but i really do feel like she doesn't care about me all that much. 

AIO? 

AIO Was I too exhausting in this exchange? Context in the description.