Hi H,

(ep2)

I have so many questions, but I don't want to send them to you. I want to ask them in person. I want to see you answer them. I want to see your eyes so that I know it’s true.

I know we promised each other brutal honesty. But I’ve learned not to trust the sincerity of your words when you answer me a day after I send my question.

So, I’m going to wait until you give me that opportunity. I'll wait when you're ready to give me that peace, and I promise I’ll give you the silence and distance you asked for.

I’ve got so many questions, H. I refuse to let go without knowing the answers to them. I want to hear and see; I don’t want to read it.

Please, I want to let you go. But I can’t. Not yet.