a little vent sesh sorry in advance

Life has seemed so draining lately, everything is a battle. Everything is a meltdown. It’s difficult at home for him and it’s difficult at school for him. Transitions have gotten worse behavior has gotten worse. I feel like I am literally drowning.

We had a speech appointment last week and it ended with him slapping my husband’s face and trying to throw things at everyone when he’s upset. After that appointment me and my husband lost it….. a lot of ugly crying 😢 the anxiety you have when you have a special needs child is none like any other, my body is always on high alert there is no sense of calmness. Please tell me this gets easier