idk where to post this

my boyfriend of 1.5 years broke up with me and said really unkind things in the end

i miss when he would hold me in his arms and tell me he loved me and call me beautiful and tell me i mattered, i never ever thought i would hear him be the one to tell me i’m pathetic and that i’m hard to love. i’m really sad. what do i do? my head hurts so bad

i want to feel like people care anout me but none of my friends are responding. i’m really sad. is anyone available to just talk or something in dms? i’m sorry

i just cannot believe he told me he wanted to earn my love again and that i was the most beautiful girl and the only one he’s ever loved, if that’s true why would you do this to me in the first place

i did alot for him about pushing down my needs so he would be comfortable and that was probably a really big red flag but idk i was too desperate and i wanted him

he went from writing me letters to being distant and not texting me for hours and i just felt like a burden to everyone i loved. i miss my boy