Feeling so confused, idk what I am

Heya people, to keep it rly short I don't know what I am... I was born a male and I don't think I'm feeling so uncomfortable with that label. The issue is that I really really hate every single thing in my physical appearance that hints at my masculinity. I hate having beard, I hate having body hair, I hate this freaking manly body shape, and I hate my bloody thinning hair. Tbh I just want to be more feminine and I don't really know what it makes me. Though I like being a guy I don't necessarily think it defines what I am, I've been mistaken for a girl a fair amount of time and I've always been ok with that (it even often makes me quite happy since I kinda like being androgynous as possible). Am I non binary? Is it possible for someone like me to start taking hrt? Thx for reading me and have a wonderful evening / morning / life! <3