Moved to Bangkok with my bi bf… me (f) feeling disregarded after opening up the relationship so he can satisfy that part of himself.

Firstly, I’ve known pretty much all along this past 14 months we’ve been together. I was already planning to move countries and he decided to come with me. I always felt it was unfair for him not to be able to be himself fully, so recently we made an agreement for him to have some time for himself outside of the relationship - just sex, no attachments. However, since I agreed to that he’s been distant, not as physically demanding and now I just feel like I’ve been used as a cover up for society. None of his friends or family knows as they come from a strict country. He says he loves me and when we have sex (which used to be every day) he’s fully involved and shows a lot of care and affection. However now.. it’s not as much since I guess he gets some time with men as and when he feels he needs it. I’m trying to balance everything but I just feel lost and alone. Please don’t break my heart with harsh comments I’m really vulnerable right now in a new country with not much of a back up plan if this goes to shit. Ahhhh