I’m so afraid that the pills didn’t work

I believe I was around 4-5 weeks when I took the pills as directed (online purchase) and experienced the most painful and intense symptoms. Cramping, bleeding, passing clots, throwing up, body shaking chills. Way worse than I was expecting. It’s been 4.5 weeks since and I’m still testing positive. I’m sweating through my clothes at night and experiencing major mood swings. I genuinely feel like I cannot function as a human being until I know the result is negative.

I live in florida and I’m needing blood work done to figure out unrelated symptoms ive been experiencing, but until I get the negative test, I’m in a waiting game and can’t see my doctor. They’re refusing my bloodwork until I take a pregnancy test. I’m absolutely terrified it didnt work- I barely have enough to travel if needed. Are there options to check professionally if it worked without it being on any state records? Are there options for speaking to a professional confidentiality? my local PP said that they dont offer any post abortion services unless you get it directly through them.

This waiting period has caused me so much distress and I’m feeling desperate. I can barely leave my home unless it’s for work, and when i am home i cant stop myself from crying. I lost my best friend because of this situation (insisted on being there when i took the pills, but yelled at me that night because i didn’t make her feel needed or helpful). I have very little support or resources where I live and I’m scared.