As a lesbian Arab

I give up. I have made peace with the lack of friends or the opportunity of dating. I am fine being single but it’s so lonely. I don’t feel like I fit in anywhere and it bothered me so much but now I am choosing to make peace with it. It’s so frustrating and upsetting but I tried I tried making friends most lesbians have their own circle and an almost 26 year old doesn’t fit in it it’s so alienating and I am exhausted from trying I don’t know what to do anymore. I terrified of dating because of how my relationship ended I am scared of starting all over again and it’s not looking very good. If there is a lesbian community I can’t find it and I am honestly trying so hard to accept the fact I will be either alone or with people I don’t belong with. Should I actually just give up on belonging ?