Am I a bad person / cancelable if I talk w/ ai sometimes

I am overall anti ai, I HATE ai art I almost never make it aside from joke genmojis every now and then, I hope ai gets discontinued. and ai art is gross and I make fun of it. but sometimes I talk to the google ai. Esp for reassurance as I have ocd. or complex questions that would be hard to answer im scared of getting made fun of on reddit. I see some ppl have ai user in dnis now im unsure if im the kind theyre thinking of or cancelable? I use tumblr a bit so I esp wanna hear from you guys. Ty!