I just cant keep on watching for you on here

I dont know much about this app but what i do know is My World has been so dark since you left I dont know if there will ever been anymore light I try to put you out of my mind and it only makes me think of you worse As we get ready to move out of state and start a new life I relize I dont want to without You because thats what we always planned for and I know i could have a great life with N she is not you and never will be thats not fair to her Shes so ready for Me to be away from maybe running into you or looking for you In another world I would Love her so much and want her but shes not you and I cant do this life or move without you I promised you along time ago I would never move without you and I dont want to I broke all other promises to you in our relationship and I dont want to break this one I just cant My Head and Heart will always be yours always I Miss You so damn much M