Abilify and no emotions

Hi all, I’ve been on Abilify for almost 2 years now.

At first, it was great for me and really helped with my SI over everything else.

For the past 6 months or so, I feel like I’ve lost all my motivation. I’m not sure that I feel anything anymore. I don’t want to do anything except lie around, but at the same time I don’t exactly feel depressed. I just feel empty. No intense sad thoughts, just nothing.

Hobbies are hard to do, I feel tired all the time. Doing things that I like doing just feels like a chore nowadays.

I’m honestly considering just going off of it altogether. I’ve been on so many different medications that I can’t keep track anymore, and it feels like they work for a while and then all of the sudden I just reach this state of feeling nothing, or I’m right back to my old ways. With Abilify, it’s the first one.

Has anyone else experienced this on Abilify long-term?

Any positive experiences with going off of medication entirely? I don’t know what to do anymore and I feel like I’ve lost my sense of self and who I really am due to medicine.

Thanks :)