post tattoo “crisis”

so i got a tattoo last year that was relatively impulsive and really big. it’s visible when i wear short sleeves. i had a pretty bad mental breakdown from it (im in therapy and have some diagnosed mental disorders that may have caused the crisis), but this was some time ago now. i really want to get more tattoos, but i feel like my perspective shifted a lot from the point of getting the tattoo that caused problems to now. i used to love tattoos and had a whole list of things i want to get, but now im honestly scared of them in a way. i’m at a crossroads because like i said, i do want more, even though im nervous. should i just wait more and see when (or if) i change my mind or should i face my fears and get something booked? i have a couple of ideas for pieces that ive been sitting on for some months. tattoos are awesome and i love my other 4 tattoos, just would like to hear some outside input