He says he still loves me but broke up with me.

I female 28,(Pisces) have only been dating male 28(Aquarius) for 3 months. It had been very bad our relationship. Often times we would fight due to me giving him the silent treatment after he would snap at me. I find myself to be very intune with my emotions and I feel hurt deeply. So Instead of telling him how I feel and blowing up on him; with anger. I got quiet. Because I have hurt past partners before with my anger and I was holding back because I love him. Maybe I should communicate if there is a next time hey I am mad and need space.

But, he thought he was having to babysit me and coddle me. For me giving him the silent treatment told me I was throwing a temper tantrum. After he screamed at me for not knowing the directions of a place I have never been to before. And he left me alone in a hotel room for 2 hours without communicating where he had gone.

Which hurt me even more because he basically saying that he understood my feelings but didn't want to baby sit me. Made me feel like he didn't care about my feelings at all. We broke up for a number of reasons. I felt like we were getting toxic and I hold him things were getting unhealthy between us. He broke my trust and told his friend about our fight and I flipped out on him. And now he wants nothing to do with me. Before in the past I would beg and cry for men but now I feel numb. I have not been blowing him up.

Side note often times in our relationship. I felt like alot of things were on his time. an example. I would want to see him on random days but, he would say he needs space. Which I gave it to him. But after a while I felt like it was very one sided. I would always let him come over and do what he wants whenever, but when I wanted to hang out he tell me he was busy or needed space. It made me feel very sad. I kept telling him he needs to allow me to see him on some days for a compromise but he kept saying we needed balance. Mind you I work like 40 hours a week. And I wasn't always at his house. It just made me feel like the relationship was very one sided.

And now he is giving me false hope telling me he loves and cares about me but, we need space and maybe one day once we both matured we can be together again. I feel hurt and im very sad and I miss him even though we have had our fights in the past. Before I would beg and cry for my exs to take me back but now I am silent. I feel like it showed me self respect. If he wants to come back he's gonna have to apologize and make up for it. But, if he decides to leave for good. I am not gonna cry or beg. As much as I want to be with him still even though it's not healthy. I am taking time away. I just don't understand him when he tells me he still loves and cares about me but wants space. I feel overwhelmed and hurt. I can't stop crying. I've been crying the last 3 days. Idk enlighten me about an aquarius man mind please any advise is appreciated.