My academics

i lost a few ppl on the way close ones and after all that i could not amount to anything i got low marks according to my mother i scored a total of 79% and my cousin who scored a 93 % but we are way different streams I picked the hard way and she picked the normal way like science and commerce

anyways i feel depressed as hell the comparison and I can't sleep I already have insomnia idk wat to do anymore