Am I a Poser or Just Weird?

Hey! Just wanted to get things straight

There are some characters that I love, ship myself with, but I've never gotten affiliated with the series. I get to know them personally and their lore of course, but never got to find myself looking at the series as a whole

For example:

-I like Bakugo, Iida, and Endeavor from MHA, but never got to watch the series (i don't have time, maybe in the far future! ;-;)

-I like Akihiko Kaji from Given and Rintaro Tsumugi from Fragant Flower but I have no plans on watching them because seeing them with their canon ships make me jealous (This goes on with a lot of characters)

Sometimes, I just like the character because they're my type haha.

Am I a poser? Or just plain weird? Thanks in advance if you plan on replying :)