Would you care?

I was in an car crash today, the other driver turned into the road I was driving and hit me on the passenger side. It was an oil truck, apparently he didn't see me... I'm a bit banged up, my car is basically totaled, but the worst was that my son was in the car. He was so scared wishing there was a way for me to go back in time, and do something so he wouldn't have experienced it. I hugged him so hard, and tried to comfort him.

I have people that helped and comforted me as well, but why did I want to reach out to you? why did I want your comfort? even if it was fake? Why do I try to talk myself into believing that you feel something for me? ...Fuck!