Men hate me… I hate that people’s overall perception of you is based on how attracted they are to your face

So I hate how being ugly basically automatically makes people dislike you and be mistrusting of you….

Specifically when I’m interacting with men they never are as open and friendly with me as they are with even other gay boys who have better faces than me

Even if I’m smiling they look extremely uncomfortable

They avoid eye contact

They cross their arms

They talk monotonous

And it makes me uncomfortable

Then it also makes me anxious and they use THAT as a reason why they don’t like me and say “there’s just something about him”

If they don’t call me ugly

And it makes me feel like I can’t ever interact with people normally or leave a good impression because people seem to automatically hate me from the sight of my face alone

You can’t even make up for it by trying to be more talkative or open because it seems to unsettle them more

And it’s like this never ending cycle of being perceived negatively and hated