Should I complain?

I had an appointment with the psychiatrist I’ve suffered with eupd since I was about 11 years old diagnosed in my 20s now in 30/

S still struggle a lot but I’ve came very far I asked for help around my menstrual cycle when it gets really bad and I was told that people would “die” ti be in my shoes, I have a family, friends and supportive workplace she said so what exactly is the issue you act as if everything’s doom and gloom constantly when it’s really not, also I said about chronic suicidal thoughts and she said this was an environmental and social problem and she has no idea why I was even there she told me that if I want to off myself that’s my choice.

I’ve been crying for nearly 12 hours my eyes are swollen.

She also said u should take driving lessons and she doesn’t understand why I’m not.

Am I right to complain? She’s made me take panic attacks and been in a state all day.