Because I want to be a real man.

I can't deny truth, my heart is like this.

I can't handle the division between Allah and what He has forbidden me to do. I can't forget to protect your dignity after what I have pushed us to do and be in the past. I want you to forgive me. Because I will not ever talk to you again unless it's the Straight way. I am leaving this haraam relationship for what is legal. It will all workout inshAllah.

For what is meant to be yours will always come in due time, and in the right circumstances.

Once again I am sorry. So much broken words if only you knew how it torments me to be like this. This is the last time I ever lurk on here. I am done with stooping low.

Have faith in your love.