Need help😭

In this text i will explain to y'all my problem. I started playing PZ a couple of weeks ago (I'm a new player). The first time, i played vanilla (with no mods) with a survival preset, unfortunately I couldn't even survive 2 days, cuz i died every time i started. It makes me feel done with it, and then i jump into the world of mods. I spent almost 30 hours setting up my collection of mods, and you probably know what happened when you installing every mod you like — errors, hundreds errors some of them completely broke gameplay and there's no way to fix it, you probably fix some of them, but it doesn't really affect on the game (i mean bugs and incompabilities in the game still remain) Dude i just want play the game, i don't want to spend hours in the settings and mod configs. It makes me feel kind of like... missing something? Yes! Missing that origin feeling. If you have any solutions for my problem or advice you are welcome in comments.