Relationships.

This is more or less a throwaway account. I am 24M, and recently I had sex with a woman that I’ve been interested in, 30F. Honestly, I felt great about her before we had sex. We’ve spent time getting to know each other, even getting deeply personal. (A few weeks)

Even before I met this woman, in some of my previous relationships, things would go well with someone, and when the sex happened, and during the aftermath, I felt like my mood turned into a whole 360. I seem to hate myself, or I feel like I do. I even feel disgusted for some reason. I'm just looking to hear your guys' thoughts.