I really want to stop feeling like the “black sheep”

I’m not like my other brothers or cousins. They’re all talkative and conversational. Whereas , I love being left alone with my imagination, but my extended family asks me about things that I know VERY damn well I will never care about (like relationships and having friends). I’m also not straight while everyone else who’s in a relationship is in a heterosexual instance. I’m also not Christian and will never be Christian as long as I live.

I just want to tell someone in my family that I can trust about these things since I know some members of my family will not be pleased about my beliefs and lifestyle wants, but I don’t know how to explain these things to people who know nothing about what I’m talking about.