Woke up sick yesterday today I'm doing way better. Just some 4 am nonsense after taking all the proper medicines some saint Joseph's baby asprin and the digital hug plus a bowl of 5 gb ice-cream 

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I woke up in a fierce fever

Its okay to allow time to rest after

Eat your 5 gbs of ice cream

And cry out to sing 

Channeling the energy 

To stop feeling so drained

We all run ourselves to the ground

As if we the machinery 

Not the organic

Flesh bags 

Of Humanbeings  

No I'm not the smartest

Im not even published

But I'm going to write a book

One that'll make the world really look

With the stories of how I beat

The 3 percent odds

Continously pinned against me

 kept moving with these two feet

So those still facing 

Much Similar situations 

Have a lifeline 

A type of survival guide

Yeah,

I've got these dreams

In my heart

With a soft voice

But sharp teeth

Wrapped in thick skin 

Or was it just a thick head?

I was having a fever dream

But The fevers gone

And the dream lives on

Nope I won't give up

Please universe

Send me my thimble

And renewed thumbs

And any other tools

You deem useful

What You think would push this 

From a wreckless fever dream state

To an undeniable destiny

 a currently lived reality 

What will it take?

I swore I already paid

Back at the gate

I've cried the tears 

Stained the rug

In sweat and blood

Yeah I've paid the debt

So now I'm on a mission 

To recieve life's payment 

The final ultimate act Of surviving 

Using these shattered pieces

 as more than horror stories to seen faces

But to spread the good news

Of how to beat those 3 percent odds

And live happily ever after too

Even if you lived in the midst

Of a storm your whole life 

The rains slowing down

Take a deep breathe 

Yes,

I proclaim

Im going to do this

No matter how strange

Ill Stay a rational kind of sane

Simultaneously unafraid

To dream my dreams

With zero shame 

Digital hug and 5gb ice cream