23 [M4F] #nyc - let me just kinda do whatever

I'm an autistic virgin and freak. I think I generally come off as charming, but internally, I get anxious. I don't want to play an exaggerated character of myself, I just wanna be myself. I'm looking for someone who is open to letting me use their mouth, ass, and pussy or none of the above or to top or dominate me or eat my ass, etc. I want someone to just go along with whatever I say and want to do. I want to do whatever I feel like and have you just say "ok". I'm 5'9", 240lbs fat, white, facial hair, 3" uncut, and a big ball from a non-contagious non-serious medical thing.

I am only looking for irl in manhattan.