Penis size

Im 18 male and i measured my dick size today 6.2 in length but only 10.5 cm (4-4.2 ) in girth and girth matters a lot . Everyone says that . Im pretty sure I'll be called a pencil . And women won't be able to feel me .

People will say " just use your hands and fingers " but the reality is piv is something i really really wanted to be good at. Why am I this way ? Im thinner than 95 percent of men . Im pretty sure no one would even feel me inside them .

I can cope and say - ohh I was watching porn everyday and wasn't getting enough sleep maybe if I make my health better and stop porn my EQ gets better and im 11.6 cm ( avg ) but that's statiscally a rare exception of miracle

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I can cope and say im only 18 it'll get better I can be avg by 22 age. But that's also highly not possible.

I've decided im gonna give up on my sexual life. Im not a man for me anymore. I'll take libido decreasing pills at 22/23 when i can .

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