had to dissappear

disappeared off the internet abruptly because i had to -so she can move on.. despite being discarded i know my presence is still keeping her stuck in attachment, me too, and now my absense is causing her pain, but i can’t give her false hope. i rly wish i can talk to her.. i can’t reciprocate her romantic feelings so it’s for the best isn’t it? i lost my best friend and it sucks