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Spiked with X-Change you secluded yourself from the outside world. Pretty easy considering you'd always been an introvert but now thst it wasn't voluntary the seclusion gnawed at you.

Still, you couldn't go out looking like a mess. You still had your self respect. So you practiced a bit of make up, doing your hair, eventually finding the ritual to be a calming form of meditation.

You tested it out by ordering in and answering the door as your new self. The delivery guy looked at you with awe and desire you'd never seen in a man's eyes. Its quite a confidence booster. You know he'd take you if you let him, you nearly do but again, you respect yourself too much for that.

Perhaps someone you know might look at you the same way. You imagine your friends doing just that however only one feels right. Someone who'd helped you through thick and thin. Loyal, strong, confident, kind, a bit of a geek at heart. You feel excited by the idea he might find you alluring. Only one way to find out. Invite him over ready to surprise him, to see how he looks at you before he knows the truth and to examine his expression when he learns it. The thought of him atop you has you biting your lip as you write, his hands on you making you misspell a word annoyingly. Why are you so exited by this? Why are your thighs rubbing together. Why do you want him to comfort you as he always had and in new, intimate ways that would have been unimaginable before....